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From Still lifes (3) ∑ hometown journey
duck family in front cannel stream of the village.
its has been near a week since my last post. in these week i customized my windows boot screen and logon interface, and tried to update baby's desktop in Qiqihar. i also fine tuned my family facebook accounts, adding openid service, fit logos of my groups and pages there. also i claimed new sites from google sites, ie. sites for my girl zhou, like http://sites.google.com/site/gozhous/ ,http://sites.google.com/site/godzhous/ ,for my baby's mother, ema, like http://sites.google.com/site/emagarton and http://sites.google.com/site/emagartom , i also fine tuned my family accounts at plaxo, adding logon with facebook connect, claimed family accounts at yahoo profiles, which substitutes old yahoo blog system yahoo 360. i also created a profile for my cyber enterprise, be21zh.org, in title bebazh, for facebook don't allow number in user name. i customized my family twitter accounts with new background images i designed, after learning from other twitters' background. for diigo refused updating my imported bookmarks for several months, i tried to create a new diigo account to import my local bookmarks again, but after some delay just after imported, it again lost my import and bookmarked nothing. i guess China surveillance likely controlled my all diigo accounts and locked them up. diigo is a Chinese enterprise based in US, while heavily rely its team in western China. anything u trust to Chinese in mainland would be a mistake, for mainland Chinese is mostly a betrayal, they born after cleanse too weak to be good. i direct message and also feedback via page to the company, but never got a reply.

the long drizzle days passed, which likely brought some drain to south China while the northern China suffered drought. i later realized that Masheng letting girl lu on duty. i quite enjoy the rains, even mostly i busy online and seldom talk with it. i love girl lu even i now can't figure out how is like when i live with her aside. the rainning days let me stayed all time at home and engaged till exhaust. now its a bright morning, its 2 or 3 days after the same weather. i enjoy working in the open air on my dad's front yard in bright light and breezes. its temperature really nice, to let u best fit. last dusk i realized that my broadband here was offered by Masheng, and she did company me all these days before i returned hometown. i beg Masheng sooner join me and take care of my life in garden, in her garden.
 
here China surveillance tighten rein with crazy, lots of sites blocked deadly, failed most web proxies. some sites accessible last day, like yahoo profiles, scribd.com, etc, with which i can draw a conclusion with safe that the ban list on China Internet gateway tailored for me, and the China Internet cop monitor my web activities and steal my web form submissions real time. 

ok, its a bit wasteful to utter about the evil in China. God's day to cleanse it never changes. i look forward to my ancestor's fond over it can boost it better in coming world conflicts and starve.

here is my sites recently claimed.

on vodspot.tv:
zhuson, united US and China under God's shine

zhudajiu朱大九——龙泉之眼

dajiuzh——朱大九走向世界

songdod, song for God, on and forever

beinzh, burning people in destructive nation

gozhous, God over US and Japan and China

on google sites:
gozhus, shares God's shine between US and China

godzhous, God's love among nation of US, Japan, and China

godzhus, God shines over US and China

emagartendreamthatflies | emagarten

emagartom, sunshine kills

emagarton, dream blossoms

on yahoo profiles:
benzillar | benzradi

be21zh.org | be21zh

zhudajiu | zhudajiu

zhuson | zhuson@ymail

zhusis | zhuson

emakingir | emakingir

emagarten | emagarten

warrenzh | flickr

warrendzh | warrentzh

warranzh | warranzh

warrenzhu | flickr

warrinzhu | warrenzeu


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bright days.


stream in front cannel of the village.
From Still lifes (3) ∑ hometown journey
duck family in front cannel stream of the village.
its has been near a week since my last post. in these week i customized my windows boot screen and logon interface, and tried to update baby's desktop in Qiqihar. i also fine tuned my family facebook accounts, adding openid service, fit logos of my groups and pages there. also i claimed new sites from google sites, ie. sites for my girl zhou, like http://sites.google.com/site/gozhous/ ,http://sites.google.com/site/godzhous/ ,for my baby's mother, ema, like http://sites.google.com/site/emagarton and http://sites.google.com/site/emagartom , i also fine tuned my family accounts at plaxo, adding logon with facebook connect, claimed family accounts at yahoo profiles, which substitutes old yahoo blog system yahoo 360. i also created a profile for my cyber enterprise, be21zh.org, in title bebazh, for facebook don't allow number in user name. i customized my family twitter accounts with new background images i designed, after learning from other twitters' background. for diigo refused updating my imported bookmarks for several months, i tried to create a new diigo account to import my local bookmarks again, but after some delay just after imported, it again lost my import and bookmarked nothing. i guess China surveillance likely controlled my all diigo accounts and locked them up. diigo is a Chinese enterprise based in US, while heavily rely its team in western China. anything u trust to Chinese in mainland would be a mistake, for mainland Chinese is mostly a betrayal, they born after cleanse too weak to be good. i direct message and also feedback via page to the company, but never got a reply.

the long drizzle days passed, which likely brought some drain to south China while the northern China suffered drought. i later realized that Masheng letting girl lu on duty. i quite enjoy the rains, even mostly i busy online and seldom talk with it. i love girl lu even i now can't figure out how is like when i live with her aside. the rainning days let me stayed all time at home and engaged till exhaust. now its a bright morning, its 2 or 3 days after the same weather. i enjoy working in the open air on my dad's front yard in bright light and breezes. its temperature really nice, to let u best fit. last dusk i realized that my broadband here was offered by Masheng, and she did company me all these days before i returned hometown. i beg Masheng sooner join me and take care of my life in garden, in her garden.
 
here China surveillance tighten rein with crazy, lots of sites blocked deadly, failed most web proxies. some sites accessible last day, like yahoo profiles, scribd.com, etc, with which i can draw a conclusion with safe that the ban list on China Internet gateway tailored for me, and the China Internet cop monitor my web activities and steal my web form submissions real time. 

ok, its a bit wasteful to utter about the evil in China. God's day to cleanse it never changes. i look forward to my ancestor's fond over it can boost it better in coming world conflicts and starve.

here is my sites recently claimed.

on vodspot.tv:
zhuson, united US and China under God's shine
zhudajiu朱大九——龙泉之眼
dajiuzh——朱大九走向世界
songdod, song for God, on and forever
beinzh, burning people in destructive nationgozhous, God over US and Japan and China

on google sites:
gozhus, shares God's shine between US and China
godzhous, God's love among nation of US, Japan, and China
godzhus, God shines over US and China
emagartendreamthatflies | emagarten
emagartom, sunshine kills
emagarton, dream blossoms

on yahoo profiles:
benzillar | benzradi
be21zh.org | be21zh
zhudajiu | zhudajiu
zhuson | zhuson@ymail
zhusis | zhuson
emakingir | emakingir
emagarten | emagarten
warrenzh | flickr
warrendzh | warrentzh
warranzh | warranzh
warrenzhu | flickr
warrinzhu | warrenzeu

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a rain day, life with light peace in rainy frog.

shrimps produced locally, with crabs.


driplet on buds.

it has been more than a week since i update my album here. i recently surfed lately in night, so gotup later than usual. these days frequent cloudy days, so i can work in open air in my dad's house' front yard for more than 7 hours or so. there r also raining days. last sunset when i sang a love song, it drizzled, from a sunny day. this morning before i gotup it rained and continued since them. i worked in my bedroom under lamp most of the day, busy with fine tuned the background picture of my family twitter accounts, and i think its rewarding. i got break till after 3pm and satisfied. after rested some time i decided to blog it, and update my album with shots, mostly still life in the rain.


those days i also spent lots of time got myself familiar with the expanding service of qq, a domestic mainstream service provider. i also fine tuned my microblog with 3 domestic sp, ie. qq's taotao, jiwai.de, fanfou.com, founding can update all of them via qq's signature. i also setup my cellphone, so as to post on the move, and autopost to other microblog portal, including my twitter.


i do anything under God's guide. still, i got revenge from my nephew, who i love best among the next generation of my old family. i started to comment on his blog at qzone, a service of qq, when he complained pains of losing a love, then he silenced, till recently he practicing in remote province before his graduation. this time he despised love and friendship. i commented that they do exist and should be cherished. i told him he in God's fond. that ignite his revenge. he didn't deleted all posting, but changed his homepage with picture of sword and titled it "killing". i never forget anything i did, but i surely see the gaps between the faith and the person self-contented in material world.


ok, its a peaceful night, and the rain likely stopped. i thank u, Masheng, let me the baptism and time to linger indoor and watch the rain. its really too beautiful.

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an aged villager's funeral: hometown journey

i had reported the passing granny, Dai in family name, in my previous twitter. yesterday her funeral held by her offspring. granny Dai is the wife of an zhu, who passed earlier than her many years without any child, in the village. she is a short and a bit fat woman, generally hospitable. she and her husband adopted a girl, who married her neighbor in the village, 3th son of a family with 3 sons and a daughter. so all the offspring of her son-in-law and his relatives joined the funeral and mourning as her sons. its in a long time my first time to witness a village funeral, and many moments in the process when i shot photos and videos for the event i preview the funeral of my past dad, whose funeral i missed and never assured all went right. i many times felt would cry but my camera let me engaged. its also likely my first performance in front of my countryside patriots since my falling into madness several years ago, after so many years they seeing me as the gifted and looked up in expectation of achievement, for i was enrolled by a prodigious university, Nankai Univ., in China, first in the history of zhudajiu, my hometown village. nowadays i really in broad view of my world, and devoted to lead God's glory and sovereign on the land, as well as the nation in my coming kingdom of 1109 years. in the days since my return to the village, i really felt my Royal was inspired by the world that belongs to me, not all the folks in the village, for i perceived so many evil eyes and souls in the village, esp. the blood connected pals, who shown lots of hatred toward my past dad and my old family. God surely let anyone has his goal and pleasure of self-realization independently, but leader like my past dad, should not be hated for his brilliance. only ill hearts and hatreds-filled persons can do. i really saw in these days that God's glory is the kind that its perfection never seen before on the earth, its just too perfect to leave any dent of trifle or meaningfulless among men. it lasts every moments and flashs like beam of light, flows across like breeze in a pulse.

half of yesterday was in rain. it started soon after the coffin left the square of the village and after i sorted photos and videos just shot in front yard of my past dad's house, via my notebook and camera. it just so auspicious for me, for i love rain, love baptism, love seeing Masheng rest herself and girl lü in duty in the Sun's setting. i love the constrain rain brings to too  bustle persons and ceases to enjoy the superpower of the nature. some women watched my photos, then all cooking utilities moved to my dad's old house, and since them lots of villages busy in the house, cooking, arranging, or watching my works on tv or web in my bedroom.

its a nice day, the daughter-in-law of my elder brother brought her webcam to me and i succeeded to install it. my baby still in these days loathed to talk with me, but i felt i can have more chance to talk with him and his mother online.

ok, below is my works for the funeral, which also reminded me one of my teacher, Daijun (in same family name of the past granny), whose fond on me envied by my alumni including those scores in subjects higher than mine and generally more important in class ( they told me later when i in college, while i never felt the fond when i cramming myself for college entrance exam and in depression), in my senior middle school, Huanggang Middle School.


Ps: shits! the China surveillance now blocked blogger.com and all my blogspot blogs. i had problem to post my album in flash and 4 videos. what they wan to hell do?

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the plenty land: my hometown journey

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the front yard of my past dad's old house


my dad's old house had been surrounded by evil minded follower villagers. but the most precious asset, the broad front yard paved by mostly large stones, made by my dad when he worked, is almost intact even the front side sliding under evil power. here is the introduction.



my hometown, Central China, is a rain plenty place. it rained just shown welcome in the first day on my arrival. then drizzled in night. i usually blessed by my God if i was in move by love, or the evils trying to dirt my ground. the rain in my hometown usually heavy, can flow on ground like stream. its so nice to see u again when i m in the first year of my 40s.
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first gloomy morning, stayed with baby since noon.blessed with a drizzle in afternoon.

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these days baby under his grandma's custody in daytime, for his previous kindergarten went bankrupt. i can't trust baby's health to the demon woman, so i constantly in anxiousness when i in office. 2 beginning days started with bright sunshine, then gradually turned into pale and weakafternoon, twice drove me heading home just after lunch in office. each time i saw the devil challenged me silently. i don't know how to rid baby off  the dirty, but i think my presence at home can enhance baby's strength against evils the demon can exert. today its from the start a gloomy day, cloudy since the morning. i dozed a lot in office, to be exact, almost the full morning. baby recently also slept a lot, mostly from 12 to 4pm when the demon grandma slept aside him in bedroom, unlike usually only an hour after lunch. in office i dreamed of chasing an a bit fat girl, and won her against 2 of her admirers. when i woke up, the weak sunshine alarms my cares about baby in the arms of the grandma, i tried to read awhile, then let it go and left the office to home. baby seemingly OK, and we soon gaming on pc. his mother had arranged to check his health in hospital to assure the privilege to join his new kindergarten, which previously a affiliate unit of the company i once worked for, just minutes walks from my office. baby this afternoon woke up earlier and soon picked his favorite game on my notebook, while i attending downloading recently speedy, at same time skimmed some ebook. the anxiousness left me after i saw my baby, but a drizzle started after lunch really blessed me a lot. i love rain and drizzle so much, it recall mylife memory of solitary and silence in hand with the nature, when i grew in my hometown in central China.

Ok, its a happy story about my concerns. i hope my dear in Japan can see my obligation to the Sun and the God of rain. i live in the shine of God and forever in his adoration. i look into every opportunity to unite with u in the same perfume of our bodies closely attached.
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mostly bright days, trust more concerns on baby to God


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family dine out.

baby in gaze.



its a busy week. i totally immersed in the biography of warren baffett, the investment God in US. baby stayed mostly at home, under the custody of the devil grandma, for his kindergarten went bankrupt. every afternoon i felt i had to return home earlier to rid baby off dirt from the demon. i stayed mostly at noon in office, enjoying the subscribed ready food, which quite more delicious than that ema cooked. ema sometimes also stayed in her school, left baby in the control of the grandma, which left me quite unease. and 2 afternoon when i got home i found baby absent while the grandma's bike left on the ground. later ema said the grandma brought baby out. the first day of the working week the devil even brought baby to her own house, just after i broken her conspire in the last working week of trying to sleep with baby, and after the last weekends when ema told me her mother felt ill. she surely ill and from the beginning of her dirty life. dust to earth, evil to void.

this weekends i dozed a lot, to escape missing of my beloved. in fact yesterday i almost slept all day. till dinner i got active. i just dozed when i felt boring, with endless and hopeless missing my girls. this afternoon i finished reading to warren baffett's biography, there r quite wise in it. i link all heros to God's setting.

its a bright day today, even i seldom left bed and nor shoot photos. the mosting exciting season, the summer, is coming. i will see more messages from my fiancees.

dogs in China surveillance heavily hacking my pc, as long as it connected to Internet. i restored from backup several times, each time ran healthily hours, then lots of errs when ran programs, esp. the media player, downloader, favorite games, and browsers, including ie, firefox, chrome, etc. they also heavily blocking sites i frequent, let any operation online pains of lagged responses, and waiting and frustrations.

Internet in office totally down for me. i know dog barking closer. but all in end, its a dirty play of their own.

 

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bright days, longing for hometown

baby backview.

baby asked his mom to carry him.

these days all bright days. i felt most blessed by the Heaven. however, the lingering evil, the grandma, made cause of baby's cold, staying with baby at her daughter's home, left me restlessly. 2 days i in office felt urgent to return home to secure baby's health and found baby in deed under poisonous atmosphere brought by the grandma. today ema borrowed my notebook for her courseware. i lingered at home in the beginning of the morning against the grandma, who can lingered in the house and delaying baby joining his kindergarten, where i felt safer for baby for my beloved there caring baby now. after ema returned from her school to send baby to the kindergarten, i arrived my office. the devil in office still challenging me. i idled some time and even chatted with a pal in the male crowded office nearby. quite some of them gay oriented. i reviewed my love and my situation when i roamed in my office. then i got holy message that i should execute my schedule of future right now, ie. returned my hometown and enjoyed peace and leisure there right now. i at once heading to emakingir's house. the grandma returned and slept with baby in a quilt, even baby sweeping. the old ghost in cold well tried all means to closer to baby these days. i at once brought baby up and soon baby picked pc game, while the devil soon slept on the bed. i then brought baby outside to avoid the dirt in house. the sunshine all time bright today. i babbled a lot to baby about the demons in his mother's family, and discussed with baby if i can returned my hometown in the aim to reunite with my beloved, ie. Masheng youjizi, my second wife, my Queen in crown, with whom i will have at least 3 sons in her brilliant wits and brave, calm and firm, my most known and been known, and my Taiwan fiancee, the youngest girl in my Royal now, with whom i never lack passion and energy, and the zhou, the one who follows me the best. i got the message from sunshine and wind. but baby, warren zhu, God and hope of China, refused my request several times. finally we got our decision from the result of our bet of rock-paper-scissors.

today is my lucky day, for i decided to visit my hometown the sooner the better. i enjoyed my life on my home land and my passed dad right this moment and ditched of waiting and endure. Masheng and Taiwan girl from now on can arrange my house there. i should see it in one or 2 years.

its so nice a day today! boarder view of my future time got clearer now. i never afford missing any time with my beloved under one roof.


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7th snow in lunar 2009, bright day next day.

its weekend. but the gloomy morning let us at a lose. the tv shown the China authority, or the cadre group, is the only boss of Chinese enterprise. the anxious of being buried by the prevailing service of the cadre group in China for many millelliums haunted me, and sneered at me that ruling the mop was the same business everywhere, no difference between democracy and autocracy. the snow, the 7th in lunar 2009, started to snow near noon. i reviewed my beloved, and felt urgenter to meet them. i dozed and slept for more than 2 hours in the afternoon, while baby and ema gaming on pc. after woke up i got angry with ema for she recently seldom cook vegetables and my lips suffered&torn by drought, likely lack of green food or vitamin. but i know that's all God's settings, and nothing can harm me. after dinner, baby played games happily as usual. ema and me sometimes join him when he requested. the night was joyful. this morning i again dreamy and restless for urgency of urine. when i got up i found at once its brightly sunny. i was so consoled by her beaming face, that i picked camera at once after let pc downloading. i love my camera and my notebook, esp. the sunshine.

this morning i dreamed of my feet infected by 3 kinds of virus, a tall person likely help me. a swim pool likely in my dream.

last night my kid brother, who worked in south China and  with whom i asked for loan for  my second game notebook, almost refused me by suggesting my applying expense card from bank. i know my request in God's view.

today its a bright sunny day. i took some photos of gaming baby and the brightness and its shadows. 

update: last night baby's cold got severer, and heat attacked him in the night. ema went outside lately to buy white wine and applied to baby's body to decrease his heat. this morning already sees the brightness of the sunshine. God with my Royal.

     
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baby bathed in warm early spring night

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This days family life restored to harmony. baby accepted to join kindergarten in day time, and energetically engaged in gaming in night. i read and search for resources to download, and made index of them. i sees no harsh in God's setting.

last night baby son was bathed. soon after bath he asked to watch a Chinese war movie, "assembly", and got a bit cold. its really a enjoyable moment for the family to see growth.

dogs in office biting all days, last Friday they should saw their failure fatally. they r in fact the dead. i got view that the dead female, Fang, ceased to pest my family, and my baby now under my beloveds' attending, which r full of love and pleasure.

last night God's way again haunted my dream, in which i likely reviewed my affair with my once girl friend, a Liu, when i studied in Nankai Univ., i got know that how fertility important for my Royal and people, how fertile female loveable than any others with other merits.

its sunny now, since morning, in which i dozed for some time till a guy visiting the office and interrupted my mindlessliness. then all the morning busy with trying find a solution for my English version windows xp to support Chinese, and email client to support gmail&yahoo. i see the light after days of finetune.

ok, its a nice day to babble here with u, my most beloved. returning to normal life can mean lose for me, for in the moment i heard ur call was such a loving feeling that i don't want miss. i forever love u and looking every possibility to reunite with u, to start my new life.
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